A very close family member committed suicide a couple of yrs ago, since then i have suffered 4rom severe depression n have been sectioned twice due 2 attempts on my own life amongst other things. After seein psychiactric docs/nurses i was put on several anti-depressants and tranqs, which 4 sum reason lost there effectiveness very quickly in my system n it got 2 a stage where they refused 2 up the dosage any more on my prescription meds or give me anything stronger due 2 my age n bein underweight. Anyway, i recently had 2 change doctors n he’s refusin 2 treat me unless i seek counselling (which i have tried n its not 4 me), so i saw a diff doc at the practise and he has obviously written sommat on my file, coz she refused 2 help me either. I have tried getting into other practises near me and i cant get in at the moment, nor can i return to my old doc coz i have moved out of the area. I am really struggling and am sick of trying 2 keep myself 2gether. Plz do NOT suggest counselling 2 me

Tags: anti depressants, attempts, change doctors, committed suicide, family member, nurses, practise, prescription meds, severe depression, sum reason, underweight