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Drug related, I think I need help?
Written by Sinela in Anti Aging
I’m 18, and recovering from a fairly severe bout of anorexia.
I started using drugs on a recreational basis at a young age, just smoking pot and drinking on the weekends. By the time I was in high school i was taking painkillers, molly, anti-depressants and smoking daily. I quit nearly everything during the course of my eating disorder (weed made me hungry, alcohol had too many calories) but I’ve relapsed with a vengeance during my recovery. I start drinking about two hours after waking up (this was going on during the time I was in school, especially on days that I was required to be in school. I couldn’t deal with school sober), I smoke continuously all day and I’ve tripped acid more times than I can recall in the past month. There is a period of about twelve days that I have absolutely no recollection of. Honestly I haven’t been completely straight for about seven months. I’m not shooting up heroin or anything but if I continue down this road I’m sure that it’s not far off.
I’ve just recently been convicted of a DUI and I’ve been charged with unrelated underage drinking.
I think I need to get help before this gets any worse. I’m looking for a possible outpatient treatment other than AA, etc. I need something for underage users because I’m not 21, I’m barely 18
I live in Western NC, the Asheville area
Basically I drink and use drugs because I’m still not ok with being at an average weight. I’m not entirely over my eating disorder, when I am sober I’m constantly thinking about how fat I’m getting. The drugs "help" me deal with my weight gain.
Tags: aa, anorexia, anti depressants, asheville area, calories, dui, eating disorder, heroin, molly, outpatient treatment, recollection, recreational basis, seven months, smoking pot, twelve days, underage drinking, underage users, vengeance, weed, weight gain
I’m middle aged. Certainly if you went through the obituariaries, which I’ve been doing, you’d find people my age who died.
About 6 months ago I had a serious operation. Cancer was involved, and I’ve gone through quite a bit of treatment, MRIs and all seems to be going exceptionally well.
I’m in a support group, meeting once a month, for people who have had cancer. Many of them share how they feel having fought this ‘monster’ — the birds sing more beautifully! The sky is bluer! Life has more wonder!
Not me. I know I should be grateful but I’m obsessed with the thought of dying. I feel I won’t be around for another 3 years. Every pain I get makes me think the cancer is coming back.
Therapy doesn’t help. I’ve been put on anti-depressants and talk with a psychologist. Nothing helps. There isn’t a day going by I don’t think I’m on my way out.
I thought someone here might have the right words for me. Did you ever feel this way? What’s wrong with me? I feel I should be joyful that things are going well, but I’m filled with doom and gloom.
Thank you for reading my post.
Tags: 3 years, anti depressants, birds, cancer, doom and gloom, middle aged, monster, mris, psychologist, sky, support group
Is this depression? If not, what is this?
Written by Sinela in Anti Aging
My first love likes someone else, another guy comes to my life but I’m not sure if he likes me either. Since then I’ve always doubted myself, I think I’m ugly and no guy would ever dream of being with me. BTW, it’s harder than it seems to move on from a guy. I wouldn’t feel this sad if it was, after all he is my first love.
I have:
Change in eating: I lose weight, then gain it back, lose it, gain it back, etc.
Can’t concentrate: Somewhat, I dose off during lectures at college, I started crying at Intro to music yesterday
Sleeping: I am constantly tired no matter how much I sleep, but that’s probably due to college
Temper: My mood does change, one minute I’m fine, next I’m angry and sad
Body pain: I have muscle spasms when I lay down for bed. I get headaches a lot and chest pain
Loss interest: Not really, I talk to people, but I keep to myself a lot of the times because I don’t want to make it seem obvious that my heart is full of sadness
Emotional: I do cry when I think about it (back to the story) but I am normal. However, I am on the verge of tears at every moment
This is the most serious question I’ve asked on here. I don’t want to talk to anyone because they will tell me to grow up and act my age. I don’t want to tell my family at all, they are not that understanding. Doctors will put me on medication and I’ve heard scary situations about anti-depressants.
So, with all of that said, is this depression? If so, without treatment, how can I overcome this? If not, what is it then?
Tags: anti depressants, body pain, chest pain, depression, doctors, first love, headaches, heart, medication, muscle spasms, music, sadness, scary situations, sleep, temper, verge
Antidepressants?
Written by Sinela in Anti Aging
i always feel really low and suffered with depression throughout my teen age years.
ive finally made the decision that i need to do something about my state of mind as it effecting my everyday life and close relationships i have.
i know that anti depressants are an option and i am seriously considering them.
i just wanted a second opinion, ive heard a lot of stories about the negative effect they have on people who undergo this type of treatment.
if anyone has theyre own experiences with them or knows of an alternative root to take, i would be very greatful.
Tags: anti depressants, close relationships, depression, everyday life, experiences, second opinion, teen age
Why can I not shake my fear of schizophrenia?
Written by Sinela in Anti Aging
A little long, but PLEASE help me out here!
Hello, a little background information:
I’m an 18 year old male living with parents and a sister. I lift weights and exercise daily, watch what I eat and I am very conscious of my physical health. I have a variety of friends, and I’m out almost every night with them.
When I was 12 I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I received treatment and medication until about the age of 16-17 when I decided to stop taking my anti-depressants. I had a good couple of years, until early-mid 08.
I suffered through a difficult break up in May, shortly after my dog passed away. These were two events that I found nearly impossible to cope with at once- but I managed. However, ever since then, I have had terrible derealization and depersonalization symptoms.
Now I realize that reality is still intact, however it feels like I am no longer a part of it. I can still feel physical contact, laugh, make jokes, carry fluent conversations, hold a job, exercise and maintain relationships, but I still don’t feel like any of it is actually happening.
I’ve asked my shrink about this before and he told me to cut back on the stimulants, as they perpetuate the symptoms of anxiety. I still have yet to completely stop using them due to my high level of physical activity.
Er, back to the question: Are my feelings of derealization/depersonalization signs of an oncoming psychosis, or am I freaking out about it and making it worse?
My symptoms lately have been:
Rapid/Weird thoughts at night
Insomnia
Mood swings
Derealization
Depersonalization
Inability to concentrate (not often)
Flat expression(usually only to strangers at work)
Slight short-term memory impairment
Irrational fears
Panic attacks
Depression
am I about to go crazy? do those who are developing schizophrenia realize they are becoming ill like I am?
Somebody please help and put my mind to rest.
Oh, and I’ve never heard voices, seen things, had delusions or experienced any other sign of psychosis.
Tags: anti depressants, background information, conversations, depersonalization symptoms, derealization, insomnia, irrational fears, medication, memory impairment, mood swings, panic attacks, physical activity, physical health, psychosis, schizophrenia, short term memory, stimulants, symptoms of anxiety, weights, weird thoughts
I don't knwo how to handle this anymore…the past is haunting me ad i can't escape?
Written by Sinela in Anti Aging
Alright.
I’m 16.
from the time I was 3-11 years old I was molested by my older brother.
When I told my mother at age 14, she told me to stop making things up for attention and took off for a week.
At age 13 I was raped twice by my first boyfriend, and physically hit kicked…etc.
When i was 14 i was diagnosed with anorexia and put into treatment.
At age 15, I was sexually assaulted twice, by two different friends
and 2 months ago, i was drugged at a party that I don’t even remember going to, and…touched.
I was in counselling…but after 2 years with no improvement in my thinking (it was for my anorexia and other issues) they just stopped calling back.
I’ve tried everything. I honestly…don’t know what to do.
I’ve tried therapy, anti-depressants, uplifting workshops, and even some not so healthy things.
I’m a straight A student but…everything just chases me.
I can’t sleep without having night terrors and calling my boyfriend at 4 am (he’s a good boyfriend though)
and no matter what, its always following me and i just…can’t keep living this way.
I’m tired.
I’m just so tired of everything–living this way. and I don’t see how to get out.
What can I do??
Tags: 11 years, anorexia, anti depressants, brother, chases, counselling, night terrors, sleep
What do people use to help their Fibromyalgia, not prescription drugs.?
Written by Sinela in Acai Berry
I am 20, and I have had it for 3 years. The doctors wouldn’t help me since I was so young when I was diagnosed. I have tried anti depressants, SAM-e, melatonin, 5 htp, fish oil, and now I am taking Acai-in pill form and pure Acai juice. The acai is actually kind of helping, but not enough to eliminate the pain. I have a lot of weight that I need to lose (all gained since my diagnosis and from having depression for 2 yrs.) I want to work out, but I am always in too much pain by the end of the day. I burn a lot of calories at work (animal shelter which is crazy all the time), drink 3-5 bottles of water a day, and I am a vegetarian who eats plenty of protein. I need some advice. I am finally doing things right and not seeing any improvement. thanks
Tags: 3 years, 5 htp, animal shelter, anti depressants, calories, crazy all the time, depression, diagnosis, doctors, fish oil, melatonin, protein, pure acai juice, time drink, work animal






